steady pace , heart race

T is becoming a constant pain ,
I dont know what to do about her I mean ya shes my sister
but fuck learn some respect .
Sad when she denies everything even though you have proof.

J is becoming closer and closer to me
we went out for coffee today and just talked
it feels good to have a guy thats willing to just talk .
He is beginning to make my heart race faster and faster.
But I have to stay in my pace , not to fast or everything will be gone

tomorrow I am going to Akon with K it is going
to be such a gong show.

love you all ,

Become stronger

Have to go to work today .

Went to J's last night and stayed there ,
he is driving me to work in a bit.
We went and visited E's puppies yesterday night .
They get bigger everyday.

Yesterday in K-town after spending a good
4 hours in the hospital with G. I went to visit B's grave .
It is hard but that is the second time since he passed away that i went
and visited it.
I still cant go without crying , but I am becoming stronger everyday.

Gotta go get ready for my day

love you all ,

more than saying sorry

Everything happens for a reason you say ,
I dont believe so . Today I drove out to the famous k-town
with J to see G in the hospital , horrible .
What sickness does to people.
How would you feel being given a month to live ?
ugh I donno what I would do.
Support is a plus everyone is happy when they know people care about them.

The drive up to k-town was as long as you can imagine ,
and the fact that J and I have a completely different
taste in music sorta sucks . oh well

and I appologized today to a close friend , that i hurt and didnt realize .
Feels good to get stuff like that off your chest .

I miss K , she left me for a week . I need my best friend back now .
2 more days until i get to see her smile again .

love you all ,